Monday, January 21, 2019

2018: The Year of Exploration

2018's Tune of the Year, from the new artist duo made up of Ciaran McAuley and Roxanne Emery, Holy Waters, this is Amsterdam, the Amir Hussain Remix.



ex·plo·ra·tion
/ˌekspləˈrāSH(ə)n/
noun: the action of traveling in or through an unfamiliar area in order to learn about it.

        Here we are, once again. It's time to start a new year, one that holds the promise of new opportunities, challenges, and a whole lot of unknowns. But before diving fully into what comes next, I feel it's always a good idea to reflect on what has been. This is my sixth year-in-review blog post and it's something I look forward to, as I write down my final thoughts on the year gone by and commit fully to what lies ahead. 

        Looking at my 2018, it was one of exploration on many fronts. This started right away with the prep for and launch of the massive episode 50 of my For the Soul show. I knew I wanted to make this event a true landmark, so I decided to change my artist name from DJ Adaman to Frost, which is much more professional and fits my love of winter well. With the help of a few key friends, I was also able to update my official show and artist logos, add in voiceovers beyond my own, and I had an interview with the guy who has supported the show with his guest mixes since the early days. It's hard to believe that episode 60 will be released in a couple weeks, marking 5 years of me producing this monthly show. And while I didn't perform a live DJ show in 2018 as I had hoped, I practiced mixing live sets and I look forward to playing a live show soon. As always, trance music continues to be a core part of me and the lifeblood that keeps me going amidst the madness of this world.



        My next area of exploration came with my work, but not in the sense that I got a new job. I decided in the first couple months of the year to enroll in a program with an organization called Mission Collaborative, through which I spent 5 weeks deep diving into who I am, what my strengths are, and what's a good fit for me for my career. I left the program with solid connections, a deeper self-understanding, and ultimately a path to aim for as my next step. Although I haven't taken that step yet, I did make a step up by earning a promotion in my current organization. My career will be a major area of focus in 2019, but I know that many of the incremental actions that I took in 2018 have prepared me to make my next move.

        The biggest areas of exploration for my came in exploring more of the good ol' US of A. Immediately following my work's annual conference, I took a two-week solo trip out west and it was incredible and new in so many ways. My first stop was Denver, where I spent 5 days with one of my Navs mentors from undergrad, Nick, his wife Age, and their dog Procy. We kicked the visit off by going to a Rockies game, where I got to watch the sun set behind the mountains, which was quite the site. During the rest of my time there, I visited Navs HQ, checked out the house of the famous Titanic survivor Molly Brown, enjoyed a day at Elitch Gardens theme park, saw the Denver Mint in action, summitted Mount Evans, rode the historic Georgetown Loop train, and celebrated the Caps Stanley Cup victory. After Denver, I headed further west, out to San Francisco. During my 4 days there, I walked the Golden Gate Bridge, stood in awe of the massive redwood trees at Muir Woods, ventured through Alcatraz, rode the historic cable cars, and had a blast at an antique arcade where I even made a friend who was also solo exploring. But even after all that, I still wasn't done, as I then headed just a bit east and spent 3 days exploring the Las Vegas strip and some of the areas beyond it. My first day was spent taking a bus tour out to the Grand Canyon, and I have to say, it was the most surreal experience with nature I've ever had. Having just been up at 14k feet on Mount Evans a week earlier, seeing what looked like a massive inversed mountain range was simply breathtaking. For my two remaining days in Vegas, I checked out the fake Eiffel Tower, explored the Mob Museum and the surrounding original downtown Vegas area, enjoyed a series of shows, tested my luck in the casinos, and, of course, checked yet another Titanic-related goal off my list by visiting an incredible artifact exhibit, one that included an actual piece of the great ship's hull. Overall, I learned a great deal about myself and I had a blast packing my days with everything I could at each location, challenging myself to get it all done. 
Nick and I making the pilgrimage to Navs HQ, home to the organization that brought us together in undergrad

The view from 14k feet at the summit of Mount Evans

Golden Gate glory

Standing on the edge of the sheer vastness that is the Grand Canyon

Welcome to Vegas

        As the fall came, the months seemed to roll by. There were a few major events, one being my volunteering for Washingcon, a weekend board game convention in Georgetown that was packed with more games and players in one room than I had ever seen. In October, I went to a panel event at the National Geographic museum that was led by the man who discovered the Titanic back in 1985, Dr. Robert Ballard. I have to say, after having seen him in countless documentaries from my childhood on, getting to meet him face to face and have him sign two of his Titanic books that my mom got for me for Christmas when I was 7, was unreal. It's a strange feeling, having just about completed all of my childhood Titanic related goals over these past few years, but there are still a couple of major ones left that will be the hardest to complete of them all. 

Meeting the Titanic discoverer himself, Dr. Robert Ballard


        Finally, my favorite month, December, came and it was packed from start to finish. I took another solo trip, this time down to Orlando, where I saw all of the major attractions beyond the Disney World experience that Tyler and I did a few years ago. This included checking out both Universal parks, convincing myself that it was fine to be at the Aquatica water park in December with Christmas music playing, trying to accomplish way more than I possibly could in a day at the Kennedy Space Center, and finally, enjoying one show after another with various sea creatures at Sea World. Upon returning home, I shifted into Christmas mode, making all of my usual goodies while watching my favorite holiday movies. With the way things were this year, my main Christmas activities happened the first weekend of January of 2019, but I did enjoy an afternoon of lunch and a movie with my dad on Christmas day. I closed out 2018 with Tyler, who visited for a few days. During his visit, we made a St. Mary's stuffed ham, spent time with my church buddies, and traveled down to the county to attend both of my usual New Year's Eve parties. I'm sad to say that after reclaiming my Serb's New Year's Eve spoons crown last year, this time I was knocked out at 5th place, ensuring that I'll be back next year to try to reclaim the crown once again.

The Harry Potter castle at Universal, transformed by an incredible Christmas themed projection show at night.

The Kennedy Space Center...notice how their sign matches my theme?

Space Shuttle Atlantis on full open display at the KSC

Dolphins at Sea World

Waiting for someone to toss him more fish, which people were paying for the ability to do

The whales say hello

Manatees...they're basically underwater blimps

        Through all of these experiences and others that I haven't written about here, 2018 truly was a year of exploration for me, both internally and externally. I'm taking a solid step into 2019, ready for change in so many ways, with written S.M.A.R.T. goals to make it all happen. I have a feeling this next year will truly expand my understanding of a lot of things. As always, I believe it's important to reflect back and remember how one got to where they are. I'm hopeful that we as a country, and really, as a world, can reflect on this past year and use it as the fuel to take progressive steps forward into a future that's focused on love rather than hate, and to pursue what's right and true when so much seems to be wrong and filled with lies. But, one thing I've learned from reading various books, and my understanding of how life works, is that hope alone is not a strategy. In order to improve and grow in any of our lives, we must proactively take steps to do so, working as though it depends on us while praying as though it depends on God. So, remember that while reflecting on your past and looking towards your future is critical in building the life that you want to have, you have to start somewhere, and that often is with just a thought.

Friday, January 4, 2019

Saving Christianity from Evangelicalism

        Today's society seems to be filled with unending outrage. Every day there's another headline to be enraged by, another injustice on clear display, and another series of questions regarding how we got here. Unending issues dominate our thoughts, our actions, and our prayers as we all wrestle with handling them in our own way. Something that has become more clear through this in recent times is that it's not simply that we have different opinions or believe different actions should be taken. It's more so that we genuinely have different ideas of what reality is and how we view it, which is leading us to re-evaluate how we view one another. One demographic that may seem like it could be immune to such confusion and struggle are Christians. After all, we're focused on the gospel, spreading the love and good news of Jesus, and aiming to become more Christ-like, right? Unfortunately, this simply is not the case and it's causing many to look somewhere other than the church to find the truth, biblical or otherwise.

        From a broad perspective, I believe a large part of the attendance challenges being faced by churches comes from generational differences. While much has been written about the mixed and short-lived success of attracting newer generations with 'hip worship styles' and having coffee available, there are underlying issues with real impact. The church and its leadership is often looked to as a place of moral guidance. Sticking with the status quo on moral issues, while only bringing up certain points on certain issues, simply isn't enough anymore. Many among the younger crowds are reading scripture and scratching their heads when they see Christianity tied to a certain political party, in large part thanks to the active public push by many 'evangelical' leaders. This association is seemingly accepted and expected among the older generations; a norm that has been formed due to a narrow focus on certain issues that doesn't allow for reflection and adjustment based on current realities. Meanwhile, the younger generations seem to look at the phrase of 'God and Country' and say yes to God...but to Country, not so much. These are broad generalizations that don't apply to all, but different generations tend to have different attributes for a reason. When the name of God gets tied to America, whether it's through phrases such as 'God Bless America' or 'In God We Trust', but the actions of American leaders don't seem to align with scripture, a different perspective on allegiances grows.

        Public perception of any concept, and the marketing done to affect it, has a large impact on the reality versus the ideal. In the US historically, evangelicalism has carried with it the notion that those associated with it held a moral high ground. In today's society, this has greatly changed. The evangelical label has become toxic and the continued association of the term with the church is something that I believe will continue to drive youth further away and keep them away. For better or worse, evangelicalism has the connotation of traditional, conservative, white, and the Republican party. However, in current times, the Christian faith has also become associated with racism, nativism, misogyny, lawlessness, corruption, deception, and broad overwhelming hypocrisy. This has all happened largely at the hands of evangelical leaders. It is because of this that I believe that we must actively speak out against these wrongs and separate Christianity from the evangelical label. This is not something that can simply be ignored or overlooked for the sake of gaining certain political benefits. By choosing not to address it for the sake of preventing division, we leave churchgoers to fend for themselves, left without direction from their spiritual leadership. Younger generations always look to the older ones for guidance, it's just becoming a question of where this will come from. However, even if we do publically begin to push back against the ties of the label of evangelicalism to the church and what it culturally stands for, this will not be enough. We cannot just run from this and expect to shift momentum related to declining association with Christianity towards a more positive direction. For that, we must take steps forward in addressing the challenges of today from a biblical perspective.

        When addressing current issues as a church, we must remember that social issues are not separate from spiritual issues. They are real issues that are having real impacts on the lives of many outside the walls of the church. It's not that traditional issues no longer matter, it's more that the focus must be updated to meet the needs of the up and coming generations. Taking care of God's creation as it pertains to climate change, caring for your neighbor and their needs as it pertains to health care, addressing how we handle immigrants and refugees rather than separating families and instituting an attitude of fear rather than love; these are real issues that traditional evangelicalism is currently largely shying away from. In order to address these, perspectives must be broadened and new ideas must be allowed. As has been the case many times throughout human history, the old ways of doing things simply no longer suffice. As a nation, we are becoming more diverse, and among the younger crowds, we are becoming more open and accepting of others and their ideas. We're beginning to learn that we have more to learn from those that are different from us than we have to hate about them. When we look at Jesus in the Bible, we see a man who wasn't afraid to challenge authorities, push back against established norms, and take actions that made followers become dumbfounded and openly question traditional ways. As a church, we must also reconsider some of the lingoes that we use and again consider public perceptions. Implying shame through terms such as 'broken' or 'lost' drives people away in a culture that promotes welcomeness and acceptance. While that's not asking us to shift our stances to the other extreme in an 'anything goes' manner, we must remember that the Christ explicitly boiled our instructions down to two rules: love God and love each other.

        There are major schisms being wrestled with both publically and privately in our society today. This is true within the realm of Christianity and in areas having nothing to do with religious communities. For those involved with Christianity and the church, we have to recognize the moment that we're in and actively work to learn about and address the issues of our time where God has us. To have stances on certain issues and engage with society when those arise, but to remain largely silent in other areas and complacently accept, or sometimes even support, active biblical wrongs rightfully earns the evangelical label the connotation of hypocrisy. One way or another, change is coming from younger generations that feel largely disillusioned by, beaten down by, and ultimately different from those before them. From a Christianity standpoint, these coming changes must be recognized or the church may be left behind in favor of what's shared in the Bible. This is not an 'all hope is lost' statement, rather something far from it. Large-scale changes like these have happened before in church history, even the history that has happened within the short existence of the US. But when you have youth feeling like they're talking, worshipping, praying, and studying the Bible like evangelicals, yet they're hesitant to invite outsiders and are actively questioning whether they're practicing something that isn’t even Christian at all, the warning lights cannot be ignored. So yes, the divisions will come. We will all have different ideas of what's important and how to respond, but Christ himself came not to unite us all here on this Earth, but to divide (Luke 12:51-53). And while we shouldn't actively encourage division for the sake of itself, we must be willing to address injustices as we see them. Then, we can determine what if any action we can take, and ultimately give the issues to God while studying what, if anything, He has already said on the matters at hand.